Wednesday, June 30, 2004

A shoking incident

Last week my younger brother Sameer AKA Sam was admitted in hospital. That really was a shocking incident for our family, hmm actually he got gastric problem initially when doctors asked us to admit it after getting free from emergency ward. Yes it is very much true that we had to take him to emergency coz he was having a severe pain in his stomach :(.
He has spend his whole three days under that damn pain till its gone completely now by the Grace of Allah. All the reports of Ultrasound, different X-rays and final test of Ulser is ok, nothing found in them. Hez back home now and enjoying himself with his frendz.
I dun wanna pull myself back into the bad memories of hospital experiences. I just slept hardly 8 to 9 hours in 96 hours of 4 days, i easly can say if any1 could see my eyes at the moment, it'll be so horrible experience for them. :) I just came home for few hours after he was getting improve in that whole time and in that mean time I tried to write that post but found maself unable so i am writing it now.
Anyway, now everythin is fine, besides everything i just wanna say that "May GOD never let anybody see the face of hospitals!"
Hmmm, will update something, soon! Prays r needed.

Adios!

Friday, June 25, 2004

For daddy's gal.

**edit**

Hey **Saffron**, I hope u must b satisfy with that one? :)
Actually guys, she complaint that "karl, cant you do a simple post that i can understand..1st u do urdu, now deep stuff..please", so i guess i am playing my part. Its only human being who are in this world to keep every body's heart.



Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder ? what you are.
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.

When the blazing sun is gone,
When he nothing shines upon,
Then you show your little light,
Twinkle, twinkle, all the night.

Then the trav'ller in the dark,
Thanks you for your tiny spark,
He could not see which way to go,
If you did not twinkle so.

In the dark blue sky you keep,
And often thro' my curtains peep,
For you never shut your eye,
Till the sun is in the sky.


'Tis your bright and tiny spark,
Lights the trav'ller in the dark:
Tho' I know not what you are,
Twinkle, twinkle, little star.


----THE END----


Happy??

Adios! *run off*

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Something from my Soul

Yeah I know that I have written so many wiered posts, but woah I am not here this time to appoligise for anything I have written. Actually, I am here coz I thinks that now there is a time when I must give my SOUL some chance to write and share something, coz it was relishing me since few days kay "Uncle now its my turn".

Me: hmmm ok go ahead say something.
Me Soul: Hola! Thanks!

Last night i got murdered, everyone must be wondering that who the hack is this then, I meant not me murdered but my residental place i mean the subjected body in which i used to live in, its no other but Uncle Karl, I used to call him my Uncle, coz he fed me and he kept me alive but only beieng a prisoner of that body my owner couldnt helped me stay alive last night and i got murdered. You must be surprise that how i got killed, actually they were two damn couplets who made my heart fail and i got free. Hmmm lemme write those damn couplets here so everyone could see me showing the arms and objectives which attacked diversionally at the body and me got free.

Ho gaye khaa'k* to hum ko teri aawaz aayi (*ash)
Zindagi to nay bohat dair say dhonda hum ko


And that one showed lights to the fire...

Aaj bichray huay logoon ko sada* day aey dil (*call)
Teri awaz pay shayed koi murr* kay dekhay (*look back)


Me Soul:*making faces* Bye!

Me: Hey you son of Lord Meter Link are u from England? Damn it I happened to say good bye in French, get out of my blog u idiot, i didn't like the way you made the mess of my place, get out, 'n never ever dare to come back again!!!!

There I go too, Adios.

Monday, June 21, 2004

Defination of Pakistan

My Uncle stated this little defination day before yesterday while he was in a very funny mood, but then the outcome of my own thoughts and observation make me believe that only a 50+ years experience of my uncle helped him sort the correct meaning out of this beloved country of ours.

If the founders of pakistan brought it into existance in the old times and Hatim Tai was the citizen of Pakistan than he wouldn't need to go out to complete his seven question. He could sucessfully completed them within the boundry lines of Pakistan. Like lets take the first question, he needs to fullfil the requirement of first question which was like "Aik baar dekha hai baar baar dekhnay ki hawas hai". There are lots of terrorism comes into act in Pakistan like Terrorist comes from no where, shoots people and vanish, no one then will ever get the opportuity to see them again, but people of Pakistan wish to see them again in prison actually, but alas "Aik baar dekha hai, baar baar dekhnay ki hawas he hai". First question accomplished.
Then comes the second question "Murghabi ka anda", lolzz no one needs to go to Koh-e-Noor, every one can find it at the tomb of Quaid-e-Azam, the big anda of Murghabi.
lolzzzzzzzz

We were actually on our way to home from airport, so I didnt get the opportunity to be with him for longer. He told me that the thing is on, will complete himself some other time.

Adios.

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Song that best describes me.

Anything But Ordinary
Avril Lavigne


Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is this beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
I'm feeling permanent
No way I won't taste it
Dont wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Saturday, June 05, 2004

The reply.

LOL, I was just visiting Aasiya's blog. She was wishing that 'I wish I was a guy'.
Man! lolzzz I also do wish the same but I wish I was a girl. I mean look at girls, God made them into existence from man's skull. And now they are doing production instead of men. Man are free of that responsibility now. Women, I mean now doing the part but we guys, hell to us, we can't even do anything like the women does.
Now concentrate on my saying,

1. I mean look at them, I being a guy I can't watch TV for 2 hours, well women they can do it for several days continuously. haa I wish I was a girl.
2. I can't use my home fone for even 3rd call of the day, while look at these gentle ladies, they can use it for hours. And when I protest they goes like "u do have ur own cell, go and use it". haa I wish I was a girl.
3. Its too hot now days in my city. Women demands their husbands for Air conditioner. (Suniye garmi bohat hai, itnaaaa kaam hota hai din bhar, aik AC to lagwa dain). That is an official demand, originally can't be displayed at public places like my blog. Well, men have to fulfill the wish or in other words order, it doesn't matter man himself is boiling in so much heat at work. Who cares. haa I wish I was a girl.
4. Once I was on date. A man on motor bike by his own mistake changed the lane and crashed with my car. The man came to me and said by touching my chin "if a lady won't be with u na, then I'll teach u a lesson" haa I mean he would beat me for sure if I was alone. Now whatelse I will say? haa I wish I was a girl.
5. My pocket money is a bit short. So I guess if transporters gives us a bit of free hand, it'll help us guys. But look at that rickshaw and taxi drivers who discounts ladies' passengers fares not ours. Aray begum sahiba chalain meter 50 rupay banata hai aap 40 day dain. And when it comes to us they says aray bhai chalo mai jhota hoon meter to jhoot nahi bol raha na, 50 banay hain to denay to parain gay aik dam awaz aati hai background say 'haa I wish I was a girl.'

Well, 3:42 am already and I am getting very sleepy. I know that a life time is require to show the strength of women power and their rights and their comforts for being a lady. And we guys are in lots of troubles being a guy. It doesn't matter how a lady looks like, whether she is a Brooks Shield or some unknown Mrs. Werma, everybody will place their eyes in their ways when it comes to their help.

The conclusion is this that someone said all that right that Woman is a Gift from GOD or Beauty of world and they also own a heaven underneath their feet, no one can deny their value and importance so if they holds that much pretty place and it costs them a few days' pain than I guess its not a big deal. What do u say?

Adios.

....

Msn Messanger sucks!

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Another sad Story..

Hmm, so it is so often that many people asked abt some of the hidden truths of my life which are not actually as hidden as they should be like I am talking about my love affairs :).
Hmmm, from where should I begin, long list of names and with every name there is a long story attached which is marked with "handle with care and fragile" and so on like that. So I guess I should write some of my recent affair, as Saif Ali Khan said in his new movie which is called HUMTUM, he said that whenever 2 ppl meets there is a story begins and it has some end.
So my recent love story starts from last winter when I saw her (won't publish the name) in that engagement party of my friend. But I never thought that I could ever be able to meet her and make her my friend. After so many time of that first sight, suddenly I found that girl at my msn by the help of another cute beautiful lady :). So we met, and we just became each other's best friend and kept sharing all the things of us (except my other love affairs), suddenly I felt that I am in love once again, hahahaha. So I told her about that and she goes the same I mean hahahah-'ing' and said "Fahad, u and love? No way, u can't fall in love with anyone, never!".
I asked her why dear, why I can't? She replied "no dear, its not kid's stuff, u cant fall" wait and some of her SMS which she did on my cell fone, I am writing them exactly the way she wrote me "are u flattering me? I am different type of gal, nahi aaon ge aap ki baaton mai, waisay aap guys bhi na uff hotay hain, u r very smart, koi bhi lerki aap ko mil sakti hai" arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh that one thing Fahad is unable to determine since the day of his birth that why every other gal thinks of herself a different gal? hahahaha.
Anyway, I mean no offense here, this is my story and no one else has anything to do with it. Alright after that, I mean after falling I started to cut her ways so often I mean wherever she go and whatever she do, its on my priority that she must finds me there, what was that? I guess some attraction or may be a thrill to begin a new story? Anyway. But after proposing her, she just told me that I am smart enough to attract any other girl and our thoughts are totally different from each other's, mannn why? I replied her that "look .... (damn it) its a fact that everyone has its own shell and everyone do posses a different thoughts, attitude and so on, na tum mujhey badal pao ge aur na he mai tumharay liye khud ko badal sakta hoon" And now i've just red her email in which she asked me to back off for her beloved, actually she never told me from the beginning that she is already involved in someone else, haha hoho hehe, what else should I do? Can't she tell me the f***in reason in the beginning, wait gimme some break I don't wanna show any anger coz I am not angry......

(after having a cigarette) Alright I am back and takin my abused word back as well. So I think that she should inform me in the very beginning, its may be she also wants me to go forward in that case otherwise she shouldn't gave me a free hand.
Well, who cares?????????? *dancing bhangra* man I am insane, (wakeup kiddo u have a date with Pinky darling tomorrow) :) mannnn again dress problem, wait I guess mama will help me! Mamaaaaaaaaaaaaa koi acha sa dress to talash ker dain plssssssssss.....*runss off* *stops* *comes back*

Oops sorry to forget something.... Its ur
Adios.

*click*

**THE END**