Saturday, December 22, 2007

I am Hypocrite.

I see, I hear...but don't Speak.
I do, I don't...but don't 'get done'
I cherish, I renounce..but don't announce
I celebrate, I disregard...but all alone!
I love, I hate..but only in my heart.

Whatever I do, is not what I wanna do, whatever I am, is not what I really am.

Friday, October 26, 2007

Naya post, Purani baat

Its 04:05 am and i am in my office, just wanted to get rid of my internal anger which is increasing in every minute, because my collegue noman khan ullo pathan is getting very sleepy but refusing to goto sleep. Atually we share the whole long night by taking couple of hours sleep one by one. But its 4 already and i am asking him to take some sleep and hes asking me the same thing. Night shifts are not easy especially if ur partner is such a stubborn dude like noman pathan.
Btw we were downloading songs from audiospy.net. Rate our choice, i have downloaded Broken by Seether and Iris of Goo Goo Dolls and Noman has downloaded Chamillionaire's Riding Dirty and Temperature by Sean Paul. Its getting very cold I better get myself another cup of tea, my 3rd already.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Bila-unwaan!

Last night when i laid down on my bed and tried to recall my memories some thousand of faces and names jumped in and it was like i am watching a movie with different charecters in it...this post is dedicated to my lost friends...
Salman..he was a brilliant student at school, i remeber that he got A1 position in his matriculation but he amzed me that day when he came to me and told me that hes failed in his urdu paper of 1st year in college, i desperately asked why? and the reply was sort of very funny....i dont like their urdu i have my own way of perception and they put few unneccessary things in that paper thats why i left. He died due to Brain tumor. May his soul rest in peace.
Ghazanfar...my collegue at my very first work place, i never thought that we would become very good friends but his friendly and dedicated nature helped us become. He is no more in this world, died due to blood cancer. Few years back before his death i met him on msn, he told me that he is on his vaccations from work because he is no mroe able to work now he had to go to hospital for a full body's blood change. I cannot forget his question which he asked me when last time we talked..Fahad mere saath he aisa kiu hua?....i cannot express the meaning of that condition which took over me...
I know no one in this world can answer these questions, neither can I :(...damn it mat yaad aya kro mujhey....

Saturday, September 29, 2007

emphasizing on sto-pidi-ty

simat simat, nazar nazar, phudak phudak, bilak bilak
kahan khatam, ulajh ulajh, wahan talak wahan talak

mai jo bay lub, ufaq ufaq, akhir talak
junoon e bay naam, rah guzar, her dagar

mauj e shoq mai bhatak bhatak, nagar nagar
self recognization, kami kami, gumshuda bhurar

mai jo bay nishan, jabar jabar, matak matak, falak falak
nahi aaj say, chipak chipak, tapak tapak, rapat rapat

ROFL

Friday, August 17, 2007

Lo kar lo baat

Manzil qadmoon ki mohtaaj hai, until you dun give it a walk you cannot reach your destination. Maqsad amal ka mohtaaj hai, until you don’t go for it you cannot get what you want. Jeet haar ki mohaataj hai, cuz until you don’t learn to loose you won’t learn to be a winner. Pyar lafzoon ka, justujo iraday ki, zindagi saansoon ki, dosti sachayi ki, kaamyaabi khuwaaboon ki aur miracles duwaaoon kay mohtaaj hain…..
There’s no such thing in world jo aap ko bina kuch kiye mil jaye, you have enough patrol in your car to travel but if you forgot to fill the radiator with water aap zaror kahin na kahin ruk jain gay, issi terha in presence of both these things what you going to do if your car get punctured? You won’t be sure until u makes it sure. Don’t get panic no matter what happen jazbay aur preparation he aap ko takmeel tak lay jatay hain. Although I am yet to be a successful man but I’ve got a key and the key to success is aap kuch bhi paana chahain aap ko uss k liye kuch na kuch krna perta hai, devoid of doing anything you cannot do anything!

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Maqaam-e-Afsos!

14th August have been passed, I decided not to write anything on that day for the reason that I was all broke down, it was just another day for me. I had a work day; I got stuck in a major traffic jam on my way back home at Shahrah-e-Quaideen. Raeth was doing a road concert at tomb of our national hero Quaid-e-Azam on blast high speakers singing the song, bhula do bhula do. For a lost moment mujhey aisa laga jaisay mai Mars per aa gya hoon, this is not my world, this is not my country, this is not the country jiss k liye hamaray national heroes nay apni jaan tak laga di. Anyway I am already so pissed off and I dun wanna get teased any longer.
Ending with a sms joke which I received on 13th august:
“Royat-e-Halal committee k chairman Mufti Muneeb-ur-Rehman ko 14 august ka chaand nazar nahi aya lihaza jashn-e-azadi 15th august baroze budh manayi jaye gi.”

Iss joke mai kia kuch hidden hai uss ka andaza her Pakistani ko pichlay 2 3 saaloon mai ho he chukka hoga.

Adios.

Friday, August 03, 2007

Story of an official meeting

Today I went to SUPARCO for an official meeting. That is undoubtedly one of the biggest moments of my life. Attending an official meeting at a very sensitive Government’s department is a big deal for me. The office was awesome they took our National ID Cards and kept our cell phones for security reasons at the entrance. Anyway we had an agenda for that meeting and I am very glad that the heavy impact which I wanted to create on those Government’s officials was successfully done. I prepared the minutes of this meeting and they appreciated that. In the end of the meeting they took my visiting card for future contact. Right now I am feeling like flying in the skies.
The flight is now landing for dinner :)
Adios.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

So, finally the new company which I’ve joined is about to get underway on10th of August, that is gonna be a big day for me, because I have been involved in setting up my whole office, now I am hoping that after 10 years I will be called as the BABA ADAM in this company :). My all colleagues are very nice and I am glad that I have found some old colleagues from my previous work place in this company too. It will be a very fun time working in here Inshahllah. Most significant thing of this company is that providentially I have found a very good management team. Especially the Director, he is a Californian graduate and has very dazzling thoughts for the future. Secondly I have managed to make an impact on the CEO with my hard work. I will work as an In charge of operations department and I have planned many things already to have a smooth and satisfactory performance for this company.
Tomorrow finally I am gonna have a haircut after a very long time because on Monday we expecting to welcome some official guest from a big and renowned banking heads. I am expecting a big and major deal for our company. Well letz see.
And yeah lets also see that when I’ll be able to write the next time :).

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Voice of Silence

Last night I was sleeping (*trying to sleep*) different noises including rainstorm, traffic, depressing sound of the fan and ridicules from some luchay-lafangay type of guys down the streets they were all like mixing up together to make some strange but familiar voice and it wasn’t allowing me close my eyes. I was just looking intently at the roof and I perceived a thing that…..that my room needs a new paint….no, hell no I was thinking actually where the silence is? Where the hell is it when I need it most? Then rainstorm just silently entered into my brain and turned my brain into a brainstorm and I was started to imagine that how silence would be seen? Does it have any shape? Any voice? Nopes but still it does exist and restless people like me always look as if in search of it and weird and wonderful thing is that from time to time we get it. Pretty strange! There must be some voice of identification attached to the silence ‘jissay sun kr aap bata saktay hoon k haan yaar this is silence'. Just keep one thing in your mind ‘there’s no such thing as nothing’….

So…what is it?

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Something to eat
something to drink
something to laugh
something to breath
something to talk
something for everything...

theres always something for everything...what is best suit for SOUL?

Friday, March 09, 2007

Wrong number

*r*i*n*g r*i*n*g*

*** Hello
Me: Hello
***: Can i cpeak to Marium?
Me: No.
***: Why?
Me: Cuz shes making tea 4 me.
***: Ye kia baat hui?
Me: Wrong number dial krain gi to aisi he baat hogi.
***: Oh sorry.
Me: No problem

*t*o*o*n t*o*o*n

I told my mama about that, n she couldnt stop smiling...
Mama u r so mean, u should laugh upon that one

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Mujh ko kehne do ke mein aaj bhi jee sakta hoon

Apne Maazi ke tasaavoor se hiraasa hoon mein (hiraasa : pareshaan)
Apne guzre hue ayyaam se nafrat hai mujhe
Apni bekaar tamanaaoo pe sharminda hoon
Apni be-sood umeedoo pe nidaamat hai mujhe (be-sood : useless)

Friday, January 26, 2007

Memories brushes..

Well I think that I am an artist and what made me think that is few days back one of my office colleague was searching Logo designing at internet to get some idea for making one of his own. I found him totally messed up and decided to help him out, I just simply went to his table and started to comment over everything after sometime he was just hi-fiving with me on my every comment. And he said in the end that I have very creative and artistic thoughts for Graphic Designing.
Yeah that was a long time ago when I had a deeper of my interest in Graphic Designing although I did not pick it as a profession but still I feels that my slept mind gives me a wakeup call sometime.
I did not concentrate really on shaping up my skills in that particular field although I have spend some many nights working on Photoshop and different other Graphics softwares. Anyway, nevertheless I just need a flame to unfrozen my mind.
Awwww man my cigarette lighter is out of gas :PPPPPPPPPPPP

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Me Randomnly! (Again)

Long time without words...I really do not remember when last time i posted i know i have lost many friends and readers from my side but all I wanna do right now is to write something. I have forget my style, i have forget many other things what i used to do to express my feelings to my keyboard. But well...eeee i hate myself when i left my sentence incomplete. Actually there is a major reason of that, time has changed a lot, people in my surroundings are now dressed in new attire. Now no one wanna hear what i wanna say. Every one have not only their own to be hear but also they expect me to say what they want to hear.....

So that is why i have left saying!