Friday, and i missed Friday prayers, damn me! :(
This is start happening very often, but i know i should have to overcome this of my weakness, i should'nt have miss prays. Ok, from now on i will work hard for it.
Very bad day of todday, though wasif came to gimme a visit and i always like to wellcome him coz he very often gives me a visit. Anyway, was sad, dont know why, but yeah am, chhhh. Nothing i have, besides having every enjoyment, friends' gatherings and all that, but still something is missing, i am trying hard to find it out.
But all i know is that i wont find it coz there is nothing such existing thing which is missing :(, i am sad.
And sadness spraying itself all over me, i am unable to stop it doing that.
Damn it there is a very simple way of getting rid from this sadness and it is that make urself busy in something, means in anythig.
Anyway, will try, need prays, but who'll gonna do that :), i know no one.
Dad is comming after eid, lots of things to do and lots of plans in mind. My ALLAH do what is better for us.
just.....
Adios.